Blowing in the wind
Are the whispers of last night
Looking for a home
Blowing in the wind
Are the whispers of last night
Looking for a home
Melodic moments
Each key unlocks a new door
My piano love
Dare me to love you
What if I canβt or I fail
Truth is I am scared
Lately Iβve been beat
Lost in thoughts, and stuck in time
My dreams have cold feet
How I miss sleeping
Tell me of the time we met
Let love bring me sleep
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And on the days she dresses like so
I have no problem with how she clouds my judgement
π₯π₯
and maybe i need them both
i know i need them both, actually
iβm just afraid no one would understand
i was birthed from darkness
there are holes throughout my body that house darkness due to the unspeakable acts done in the light
there are scars that sit on my skin
that scream when i step into the sun
how is it that light is the only place where i can be seen
yet that same light blinds the eyes and deafens the ears to the screams of my shadows
they tried to convince me that the light is where i was meant to be
and it wasnβt until that very moment that i knew iβd never be completely whole without the darkness…
π₯π₯
the light is still shining
and as I focused on whether or not
the door was still open
I wondered why I was so hesitant to smile
why hadnβt I thrown myself into the light by now
I wanted to-more than anything really
but does anyone truly escape the darkness
iβve never known darkness to lose its grip
however when I sit on the brink of happiness i feel it pulling me back
only to remind me of who is really in charge
so I smile but with caution
I laugh but not too loud
iβve housed darkness for so long
itβs become the unwanted houseguest
I canβt get rid of
and every time I go to step towards the sun
it whispers- βwhatβs done in the dark always comes to the lightβ
β¦
π₯π₯